On the topic of pain...

I wish I was born into a family that arranged marraiges. It'd be so much easier. *sigh* Because I make the worst choices possible. But I honestly can't stand to be in a relationship where I am treated good. I don't know why. I  get bored I guess, or maybe I feel like I should be treated like crap. Something like that. I went and saw a physcologist, and he blamed all my problems on my bf. I no longer see him. How is it my ex's fault that I stay with him? The problem might be a little deeper there, Mr. Genius.
Yea, so I don't give up on men, I give up on me. Haha.

"I was wrong, about us, about everything. I was wrong, without us there's nothing. You have gone, and I doubt you'll be coming back. I'm alone, can't keep warm, you're so cold." -By All Means Necessary (I Was Wrong)
How can it be that I am nothing to someone who was my everything?

We were so close, the three of us you never knew about.
Then it was two again, but to you it always was just one.
You have no feeling of compasion, no comprehension of the hurt.
Tomorrow is too late, my heart is shut down, and it's past closing time.